100 things about me

This looked fun...thought I would try it

1. I worry what people think about me.
2. I am terribly shy.
3. Yet, strangely outgoing--once I get to know you.
4. I wear my heart on my sleeve
5. And it often gets broken
6. I cry a lot
7. too much really
8. I somehow manage to make friends that inevitably end up hurting me
9. I love hanging out with guys more than girls
10. I think most girls are petty
11. and in big groups they get catty
12. i love my husband
13. i am a daddy's girl
14. and a momma's girl
15. i love my family more than anything in this world
16. god always comes first
17. my parents did an amazing job of raising me & my brothers
18. i don't give then enough credit
19. i have disappointed my parents more times than i care to think about
20. it always makes me cry when i do think about it.
21. i really need to lose weight
22. i scares me to know that i scare my husband about my weight & health
23. the thought of my parents getting old scares me
24. it scares me to know that my family is splitting up (moving)
25. i am going to miss my parents when they leave
26. my husband is my best friend
27. my mom is my best girl friend
28. i love my doggies
29. i really want a baby
30. i don't care if it is a girl or boy
31. i am frustrated that i don't have a baby yet
32. i love the shows the Shield and Rescue Me
33. i love the carebears
34. i love Days of Our Lives
35. my husband is a fireman
36. and i am extremely proud of him
37. i adore my brothers
38. i miss them lots
39. i am moving next week
40. to a house...with a yard. i can't wait
41. i love to bake
42. i only have a few friends
43. that hurts
44. i love to sing
45. and i am not too shabby at it
46. my favorite singer is Michael Buble
47. my dad is a preacher
48. i am fiercely proud of him
49. my mom is my hero
50. i would love to be a professional singer
51. i love to write
52. guys who have accents make me melt
53. i have PCOS
54. and am insulin resistant
55. i need to work out
56. but am lazy
57. my longest friendship extends back to when i was 3 yrs old
58. i still love her dearly
59. i am fiercely competitive
60. my favorite movie right now is Wedding Crashers
61. i really want to see Charlie & the Chocolate Factory
62. i grind my teeth when i sleep
63. i have to sleep with my feet out of the covers
64. it balances my body temp
65. i wish i had blonde hair
66. and blue eyes
67. but i have brown hair and brown eyes
68. i don't really think i am interesting
69. i wish i had more money
70. i wish i didn't blame myself for a lot of things
71. i wish i knew how to love myself
72. i love pictures
73. i cried at my brothers wedding
74. seriously, bawled!
75. i am not really athletic
76. i would like to be, though
77. he doesn't think so, but my husband makes me laugh
78. i am a geek
79. and extremely sarcastic
80. i tend to be the only laughing at my jokes
81. sometimes my husband is really frustrating
82. i don't really speak up as often as i should
83. i love rain
84. i really love the smell of rain
85. i would live in arizona if i could
86. but only if my family was there
87. i really try to be the best person i can be
88. sometimes i fail miserably
89. being home alone at night scares me
90. i sometimes wish that my husband would appreciate me more
91. and tell me that i am beautiful
92. i think i am special--most of the time
93. i love that my husband is passionate about his job
94. i love that he dreams big
95. i wish i could be a teacher
96. i love mexican food
97. i don't know why i am doing this list...it is hard
98. i have big boobs
99. i have great hair
100. i love to sleep