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I just realized that it has been quite a few months since I have last posted anything. With the furor that is MySpace, it seems that blogging here has kind of fallen by the wayside. Not that much in my life has changed, but I will try to update what I can.
First off, I got a new job. Woohoo!!! I have been there for about 3 months and so far, I like it alright. It certainly isn't my dream job, but it is better from where I came.
Jeremy's band is doing awesome. They are making some great strides in promotion and just getting out there. In January, they played something like 6-8 shows. It was exhausting. But I am really proud of them and am doing all I can to help them out. Check out their site www.myspace.com/bothersomekc and listen to a few of their songs.

Goin' on 3 years now and still no baby, but that's alright. It is what it is.
My baby brother is getting married this June. I feel incredibly old, but that's alright. He is happy and that's all that matters.

OH!! And we found a new church. It is a great new church that has only been around for about 3 months...but it is so contemporary and upbeat. It is a great church and has great possibility. I am really excited about it!!

So, I still trying to figure out what to do with my life. I have this yearning to do something and be something. Not that I want to be a big somebody or be in the spot light or anything, but I want to do something. If I could do it, I would be a firefighter or a cop...but I can't do that. Don't have the heart (or strength) for it. But what do I do? I have this overwhelming urge to fulfill some purpose in my life. In all my years, I thought that purpose was to be a mom, but now I am wondering if it is something else. But what? I want to go back to school, but I don't want to go with no goal in mind. I don't want to spend the money and not know what it is for. I am totally fine with not having a degree if I am still happy and fulfilled. So what do I want to do? What do I want to do with my life? I just don't know. And I don't know how to figure it out. Got any suggestions for me?