Another day

Another dollar. Another headache. Another series of uneventful moments in my life.

And by uneventful, I mean absolutely boring! :) jeremy is at work, so i am home all by my lonesome. i miss him when he is gone. it is hard to sleep and i feel weird talking to myself. my poor dogs probably thing i am the weirdest thing on earth. when he is gone i will talk and dance and sing to them. i am a freak...i realize this. i think this is part of my longing to have a child. companionship for when my other half is gone. other half..you know...i have always thought that term was weird. until i married mine. funny how things change. you can be going along in life...everything is so nice. and everything changes in a split second. you meet the one you are going to spend forever with. fate? some might say so. meant to be? probably. chance encounter? who knows? but i am glad it happened to me. i sometimes wonder where i might be if it weren't for my husband. i know i would be doing ok---with gentle direction and wonderful guidance from my parents. still....my life is better. enriched, if you will, because of my husband. if it weren't for him, i wouldn't have experienced love. or joy. or extreme sadness.

you know who i love? well besides owen wilson, vince vaughn, luke wilson, matthew mccoughnhay, orlando bloom, johnny depp & oh yeah...my husband.....LOL. I LOVE Michael Buble (with the accent thingy over the e)---oohhh he is quite the crooner! He has a Frank Sinatra, big band feel to him. Oohhh..I melt when I hear him!

I am tired. I love my friends...even if they are online friends whom I have never met. They are the sweetest, most reliable people. You know that they will be there for you if and when you need them. Mainly 'cause they are internet geeks just like you! LOL

Sometimes things are just so....right. Too right...then that fear creeps back up...that something could go wrong. Ugh....stupid fears.