Wow...it's been a long time!!

So, I know I don't update as often as I should...but I am going to try to get better. I need to get back to writing (so says my cousin, Stephanie) and it really does help...so it's a new resolution.

Lot's of changes in my life right now. Jeremy & I have decided to separate. It's really hard and it really sucks, but right now it's what we need, I think. When did life get so hard? I think we just go so comfortable and so complacent with each other that we lost our love. We lost our passion and our desire for each other. We have made a plan to separate for a month or so and just rediscover each other. We will talk and hang out and date...and just see where it goes. We need to find the happiness within ourselves before we can expect to be happy in our marriage.

So...now I just have to adjust to being alone. I am really ok with it, though. I think it will be really good for us. And no matter how it turns out, I will know that we both gave it all we could. We are both so heartbroken and sad with where we have landed, but we don't see any other choice.

I don't know what will happen after this separation...all I can do is pray that God shows me his plan. I know he has one. And I know that I will see it eventually. It is just hard for me to comprehend said plan when I am experiencing so much heartache. But I know it will come. This too shall pass, right?

I just ask that whomever reads this (if anyone does, lol) that you keep us in your prayers. We really need it.