We went to Oklahoma to visit my parents this weekend. It was really weird to visit them and actually be visiting--like overnight. Very strange. They have a very nice house though. It is really big and roomy. It was hard to see it though. I did a quick tour when we got there and it all just hit me. It is real. They are gone. I cried. It was hard.
On Saturday night we were all watching the Pacifier and in the middle we got hit by a storm and the power went out. Fun stuff. So we lit some candles, hung out and finally decided to get out of the house. Now, mind you...they live in a small town of like 5500 people. So we went driving (at 9pm) to see if everyone was out of power. We went to Main Street and decided to go the coffee shop since it had power. Hung out there for about an hour. Then went home. We were there about another hour and the power came back on. We finished watching the movie. It was stupid.
This morning we went to church. But before that, I was helping my mom take some dishes out to her car (to give back to people) and was going out through the garage. I have never taken the three stairs that are in the garage so wasn't sure what to expect. So I am walking out, trying to look where I was going and maneuver around all the crap that was there...when down I fell. Hard. My left ankle gave out and I slipped with my other foot and somehow my leg (right one) ended up under me. Wow...did it hurt. I tweaked both my ankles--which have both been sprained in the past. Skinned my left foot and the toes on my right foot. Feels like I pulled my quad muscled in my right leg. Also, when I went down, my butt landed right on the corner of the concrete stair. So it hurts like none other. I have been limping around all day....sucks. I just know that tomorrow is going to be even worse.
Church was good though. Was nice to see my dad preach again. I know it makes him so happy to be doing that again. It is great to see him happy. He lead worship too...didn't ask me to sing though. While, I don't expect to sing with him every time I am there, it did kind of hurt my feelings that he didn't ask. Oh well....I am over it.
Gotta go back to work tomorrow. That should be fun. Yeah, right. But Tuesday, my friend John comes back. He has been gone since Thursday. It will be nice to have him back. He adds a little something to my day. I told Jeremy about him and I think Jeremy is jealous. He asked me if he should be jealous or worried. I told him, only if he thinks he should be. I know that he trusts me and isn't really the jealous type, but it would kind of be nice if he would show some type of jealousy. Not in a crazy maniacal way....but in a 'I love you more than life itself and don't know what I would do with myself if you ever left me or cheated on me' kind of way. Make sense? I know it sounds bad, but sometimes I wonder if it would hurt him if I did cheat on him. I wonder if he would care. He makes comments like "Do what you want, I will just find someone else." Well...that makes me feel loved and wanted. Oh well.
Ok...well that is all from my today. My sore, sore self is going to go...and maybe go to bed early.
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((((hugs))))
I'm so sorry about your fall. And about your Dad not asking you to sing.
Maybe he figured that since it was your first time visiting that you may not feel comfy doing it?
I don't know.
And as for not feeling like Jeremy cares enough about you...
Girl, he loves you. You know it.
He's stupid male comment about finding someone else is absolute proof of that.
Men are too cool to let their emotions show, didn't you know. ;o) Seriously, his "I don't give a damn" response is more out of protecting himself then anything else.
But, I do know how you feel. Sometimes Bill makes me feel so unloved by comments that he makes about pretty girls on TV or whatever. It's like, yeah, I'm fat, I know. Sorry I don't look like the hottie I used to be.
(((hugs)))
Missed you. :)
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