I hate that my family lives so far away from me. I feel like we are so distant now. I hate it. My parents have each other and my brothers have each other....and I have no one. I do have my husband, but it isn't the same. I miss my family. I miss my dad and his hugs, I miss my mom & our shopping trips, I miss Philip and the teasing that we always did to him, I miss JD and his....well, just JD. I love that JD & Philip are so close (as they have always been) but in all honesty, I feel so left out of my family. KC mentioned on her blog that Amanda (Kc=Jd's girlfriend & Amanda=Philips wife) is one of her best friends. I am so so happy that they are all so close, but I read that and my heart broke a bit. I used to be so so close to my family, but now I feel like I don't even know them. I feel that closeness slipping away.
It's really hard sometimes to be all alone.
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3 comments:
Oh my gawsh, Caryn. I truly understand the loneliness that can be so consuming when your family is so far away.
I've really been struggling with that so much, lately.
I've even wanted to go back to California, like seroiusly. But I couldn't leave my hubby.
Big hugs sweetie. I wish I Could do something more to help you. To comfort.
Love you girl.
NOT LONG AND WE GET TO COME AND SEE YOU!!!! YAY!!!
well i thought that was just understood!! :)
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