I often wonder if the choicese that I have made have been the right ones. I mean, I am happy and the life that I am living now is a good life....but I wonder if I had made different choices how different my life would be? Would karma have led me to the same place that I am now? Would I be married to Jeremy? Would we be living where and how we do now? Who would I be?
Going forward in life, if I am presented with a choice (which is pretty much a daily occurence, right?) how do I know that I am making the right decision? How can I know that I am choosing the right path? There are so many things that I want....that I can't have. For one reason or another there are road blocks. I have such a supportive husband when it comes to things that I want. He doesn't stop me, he doesn't try to convince me otherwise...he just stands next to me and supports me. Maybe it's because he knows that I am stubborn and headstrong and won't change my mind once I have an idea in my head. I can get really obsessive about things. LOL. And he is so wonderful....it amazes me. Some of the conversations we have had...oh dear. The sheer fact that he hasn't packed his stuff and high-tailed it out of town is amazing enough in and of itself. But I love him....and to put up with me and my ideas, he MUST love me.
So how do we know we are choosing the right path? Just close our eyes and jump? Or weigh our options carefully? I have a bad habit of talking & acting before thinking. Quite a downfall most of the time. But other times....I don't know. It is kind of fun. The shock value that it gives some people is priceless.
I hope that I choose the right paths in my life....or least I learn from my mistakes if I choose the wrong ones....
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Thinking ahead or not, you always say the sweetest things to me.
I love when I hear women who commend and praise their husbands, as of lately there just seems to be so much trash talking amongst women when it comes to their husbands. That saddens me to the depths of my heart.
Of course there are times when we are truly upset by them, and we need to vent, but it makes me so sad when I read people's blogs who have nothing kind to say about their husbands. And then to read the comments with all the "Amens!" and praise to that woman.
I'm so proud of Jeremy, too. That he is the kind of man that you CAN brag about.
And I personally would love to be the kind of person that could just close her eyes & jump. Alas, I'm a Plan it to death kinda gal. So much fun (Please hear the sarcasm as it DRIPS from my words lol).
Missed ya girlie~!
Jes
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