Saturday, October 01, 2005

Sometimes it gets to be too much

Wow...has it really been almost a week since I last made an entry? Bad Caryn. lol.

Well, I went this week and got my shot of progesterone. To bring on my period. Fun stuff. PCOS sucks. So, now I wait for my period to start and then get Clomid. Hopefully this will make me ovulate and then I could possibly get pregnant. That would be awesome. However, I realized today (mind you, this is 4 days after getting the painful shot that still hurts like a bitch) that during the time I could be ovulating, Jeremy will be out of town. Maybe...unless I ovulate later...which would be good. Bad planning. It seems like after a year and half (well a year & 7 months to be exact) it just gets to be too much. Like I am destined to never be a parent. Maybe I should just start to accept that and move on.

2 comments:

The other me said...

Caryn, have you researched the effects of diet and PCOS? I'm told it makes a huge difference to the condition if you eat certain foods and avoid others. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make it all good for you! Don't ever give up...who knows what is waiting around the next corner?

Anonymous said...

Carn,
I'm sorry sweetie.
I, too, wish that I could wave a wand, say a rhyme, and everything will be happy for everyone everywhere.

Especially for you.

(((hugs)))
Jes